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The Daily Worry
02:33
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THE DAILY WORRY
Always fear, the media is here
Twenty-twenty’s gonna last hundreds of years
So why such a hurry to read The Daily Worry
It’s always on when you most expect it
But then again, we had something good
And let a monster wreck it
Just look up
And up and up
My aunt always says that’s the secret to life
Cuz it can hand you a prize or it can hand you a knife
On any night like tonight
When your thoughts trail across the stars like whispers of prayers gone,
Solitary they carry on
Alight in the dark
But maybe all I need is a little leave me alone
When they take my temperature and break my bones
Tell me I should panic
Tell me I should stay at home
Head down to the ground
Eyes darting around
When your voice fades in the shadows of the parades we’ve lost
It’s paradise’s cost
When you can’t travel to arrive
When the touch of a friend is all that’s keeping you alive
On any night like tonight
When the stars are scars, they go on
They glow slurry with fury
And you can’t tell them apart from The Daily Worry
So why the hurry?
Just look up
And up and up
And up and up and up
Even if the stars look blurry
Drink long, drink deep from an ancient cup
Say hello to the owls
They’ll teach you to howl
Louder and louder than The Daily Worry
On any night like tonight
So, go on tonight
Where you can breathe all right
When you’ve missed the mark
Walk on in the dark
Fold your hands and your hymns for the flight
That spark, hold it tight
That’s the prize for the fight
When you turn off the worry
And never lose sight
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2. |
The Death of the Heart
04:20
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THE DEATH OF THE HEART
Here is the church, here is the steeple
And see all the people are black
T-Shirt tombstones carved right into their backs
Who turned off all the sacred songs, who’s paving over the Holy art?
When will we listen?
Where will we start?
How do we eulogize the death of the heart?
Your altars now glow neon
They echo on and on in the dark
Have you seen my son? Is he still on the run?
Why must we fight for brown skin bodies armed only with numbers on a chart?
When will we listen?
Where will we start?
How do we eulogize the death of the heart?
Overlooked over yonder
What lies deep beneath this silent sonder?
Forgotten in frenzy, remembered in dust
Lusts for watercolor memory, dripping Dickens and Descarte
When will we listen?
Where will we start?
How do we eulogize the death of the heart?
There’s a joker on the avenue
There’s little more to say
When your brothers are his subjects rolled up and thrown away
Poets motor down the boulevard, spitting songs that often spark
When will we listen?
Where will we start?
How do we eulogize the death of the heart?
Split down the middle these fiddlers they flee
Leaving Love Field with their riddlers who bark
But we’re American, so we’re happy, you see? We’re happy, we’re happy, we’re happy
We’re happy to play a part
When will we listen?
Where will we start?
How do we eulogize the death of the heart?
For Thine is the kingdom
The power and the glory
Are violence and oppression our only stories?
Or is change just a matter of turning a page in a sobering search for another part?
When will we listen?
Where will we start?
How do we eulogize the death of the heart?
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The Door Left Unlocked
02:42
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THE DOOR LEFT UNLOCKED
Where is the path when you’re pushed to the limit?
When your throat is sore from singing with John Lennon
You twist, you shout
The feeling you’re feeling you can’t figure out
When you’re really, really in it
Believe in the infinite
Breathe in the infinite
Conceive, receive, achieve the infinite
Never develop a firm grasp of what is impossible
Let Babylon babble on, while you speak the Gospel
Ask
Seek
Knock
Don’t ever be stopped
Accept
Find
The door left unlocked
Don’t ever be stopped
The door is unlocked
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The Black Eye
01:24
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THE BLACK EYE
This town has a black eye
And we’re not even a mile wide
Sit next to me—let’s dream a while
But half of us can’t see the sky
The other half don’t wonder why
This town blinks with black, black eyes
This dream sinks with black, black eyes
This dream of mine, in this stream of lies
It’ll be all-right, just settle down, sonny
Take this milk
Taste this honey
You can sell that soul for plenty of money
Ignore the fight -- go head and try
You think you can, your skin is white
But this town has a black eye
You see the truth’s gone out of style
Walk next to me -- let’s work a while
But half of us can’t reach the sky
The other half don’t wonder why
This town has a black eye
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The Villains of Virtue
02:28
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THE VILLAINS OF VIRTUE
This is what happens when I try to force it
note after note, looking like tome after tome
Laughing at me from the screen of my phone
A Whole lotta typing and no real writing
Nothing to call my own
Nothing that says anything about anything that anyone will know
Wasted Effort and guess work with nothing to show
Who cares if I finish it. Who cares how it goes. Emotions in punches, they’re blows after blows. A dozen at most maybe, a real high for the lows. Toasted and boasted while fending off crows
I’m supposed to be productive in these quarantine woes
But I’m not, not a jot
Just triggered and bittered
From this writer’s block
With nothing really nothing to unlock
Let’s give this blank page an electric shock
See I wanted to say something about the virtues they spoil
The poison in the ground trading soil for oil
Recoiled and cold, foiled and stole
That’s me at my best when I can’t feel the rest, this theme takes me for a ride because I feel it inside
But maybe there’s one someone who’s virtues are tested, their life’s got them down, their hearts got them bested, they’ll hear this small struggle and feel strangely invested
In the words of a stranger
On the same path through the danger
Yeah, the villains of virtue are the sneakiest lot
Make you blink and rethink everything that you thought
Then They’ll tell you and sell you
And leave you to rot
So, give virtue everything, cuz everything’s what you got
And Just know this, that this is final the plot:
if how it goes is for real, if it helps you to heal,
if it’s from the deep, if it’s for keeps, and if it’s so important to you—
Then it’ll be a virtue for others, just from their own point of view
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The War is Open
02:24
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THE WAR IS OPEN
I’m pulling on my boots and mask
I’m tired of the chore
I’m driving down an empty street
I’m going to a War
My hands are raw, they choke the wheel
My glove’s already torn
My neighbor said the fight’s a steal
If only we get born
If only we get born
I’m passing vacant parking lots
I’m counting darkened doors
I’m sure the News said I was shot
And Wall Street lost its Lords
My head is high and smothered
My dollars with the poor
My songs are from my brothers
But they’re dying on all fours
But they’re dying on all fours
My thoughts are lonely drifters
All blistered to the core
I want the things we’ve whispered
Written reborn as a roar
I take a breath, could be my last
I want to do much more
I forgot just what was on my list
I’m going to the Store
I’m going to a War
Yes, I’m going to a War
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7. |
The You Part of it All
04:32
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THE YOU PART OF IT ALL
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
That’s the YOU part of it all
The YOU part of it all
You are part of it all
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8. |
The Path and the Tree
01:53
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THE PATH AND THE TREE
Stop looking for the map.
Start focusing on the path.
Try. Try. Try. Try. Try. Try. Try. Try. Try.
The path is right in front of you.
Try to spend as much time as you possibly can doing the things that only you can do.
Sometimes it’s hard to express how you feel, but you just have to try.
Everyone doesn’t try the exact same way.
It’s the trying that’s the YOU part of it all.
And that’s what people want to see.
You.
Just remember to never develop a firm grasp on what is impossible.
Because you're you—and you don’t have all the answers.
And you don’t need them.
Stop trying to understand everything.
Understand yourself, and how you react to everything.
Look at the tree. Does the tree have all the answers?
The tree doesn’t know exactly how long its branches will grow or which direction they will reach.
The tree just grows, and it reaches.
The tree is the path.
The tree just grows, and it reaches.
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THE TRESPASSER’S HANDBOOK
Do androids dream of electric fences?
Can we talk of the future in all these past tenses
Will the forest grow back, once it’s burned black
Been cordoned and cut up and sold in a sack
Are these steps we step in on the right track
There’s a road to the heart, a long serenade
There’s a quick way to start, but it ain’t in the shade
With their potions on sale from the all-night brigade
You know them all right, they take aim on sight
With faces made famous in the oppression arcade
One to cross over
Two to turn back
Three to take cover
And four to attack
See, reformers
Deformers
And performers pursue
Each is an oligarch, an alligator, too
They think they can fit in a forester’s shoes
From a bridge too far and a distance not new
Still they can’t and they won’t and they don’t have a clue
But if you can see what’s inside, you will walk all the way through
The electric fences can’t dream of ever touching you
And if we all feel where the truth goes, we can all heal what’s untrue
So why is this trespassing so hard to do?
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The Summer Sons
02:22
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THE SUMMER SONS
Whatever you want
Whenever you’re able
Because I’ve had ghosts at my kitchen table
Say it’s over now. All over now.
Take a passionate rest
Take a look at your clean, clean chest
Keep only the best
Only the best
Make them reaches right
Make sense of yourself this time
There’s always a light
Always a light
It’s the Roaring Twenties
Who’s got plenty?
It’s the winter’s daughter
Her tongue for water
It’s the summer sons
Soaring on empty
But the stars are still inside you
Ain’t nothing that can hide you
I can tell
Yes, I can tell
That’s where the stars last the longest
Where your breath it breathes its strongest
The forever well
Forever well
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11. |
The Next Augustine
02:15
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THE NEXT AUGUSTINE
Someone told me to enjoy my apocalypse, I bent my ear and asked him if he had any tips, and he said:
Hey there boy, keep your head clean
You look like you’re taller than St. Augustine
Chin up, cheer up, work to clear it all up in this unmapped town
Zapped all around
If these chemtrails are our folktales
You can finish the story when the last campfire dies down
With your own fabled fiction, a broken-down diction, a cart of lost arts and found starts that fly with some friction tambourine
Laughing and distracting, math with the kids
Mistakes put on breaks and catastrophes hid
But you’ll show ‘em alright
You’ll call to the void, you’ll ring up the night
Just to keep everyone clung to their screen
You’ll write to the Host, and you’ll write ‘em the most — imperfect poem they’ve ever seen
So how does it go? No, no, no.
not the one you wanted — the one that wanted to show.
Well, here it is, come on near this, fear this, steer this, the letters will get better and better and better than your old dead routine
And in doing that, you might stumble on the mat, but you might be the next Augustine!
Everyone has a distance to travel. So unravel the layers of smooth-talkers and soothsayers
And when the ground beneath your feet is cracked, don’t look down. Don’t walk back.
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The Wake Up Machine
01:14
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THE WAKE UP MACHINE
I wake up restlessly
I wake up memory
I wake up and I see
I wake up to debris
I wake up wanting free
I wake up bourgeoisie
I wake up don’t agree
I wake up referee
I wake up pay a fee
I wake up reality
I wake up and decree
I wake up chop a tree
I wake up lose the key
I wake up guilty plea
I wake up deportee
I wake up invisibly
I wake up absentee
I wake up forget me
I wake up oh mercy
When I wake up
Then I’ll be
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13. |
The Last Strawberry
03:00
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THE LAST STRAWBERRY
It was sunny and bright out here today. The sun just went down. If she goes down, or do we go up or down or all around? Whichever way the wind is blowin’, that’s the way we’re goin’, it’s a fool who claims to perceive, celestial tricks up sky stretched sleeves, there’s never total knowin’, because who’s to say? But that’s my favorite time of day.
When the clouds shine cotton candy loud, and the birds sigh and sing again, they say goodnight. That’s what we need right now, I think. A little more of the ole flow river flow, and let it all go. Rethink our minds, redraw our ancestor’s rhymes. Scratch it out, scratch it out, scratch it out, we try. Even strawberries have to explode sometimes.
Or maybe they don’t
Perhaps explosions are distractions
And instead of rethinking we unlearn
We strip ourselves of all we knew
Removing layers of sweet prejudice
And honeydew
Perhaps the strawberry wants to be whole
And grow in glory next to that old river flow
And grow without the plight of an old systems sow
In the field where soul food grows
Under the sun where callus hands row
And my ancestors sung freedom into the wind
Even the strawberry wants to be whole
So, we try again
Scratch it out
Scratch it out
Scratch it out
We unlearn what we thought we once knew
Removing layers of sweet prejudice
And honeydew
Without the plight of an old systems sow
We cultivate seeds of hope
Next to that old river flow.
Yes, flow river flow, and let it all go. Rethink our minds, redraw our ancestor’s rhymes. Even strawberries have to explode sometimes.
But if we can calm down, don’t breathe so fast, do our parts, build what can last, then this too shall say goodnight. Because the wave is not the tide. And we weren’t made to repeat the past.
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THE STRAWBERRY DREAM PLANTED IN THE FIELD WHERE THE SOUL FOOD GROWS
Even strawberries have to explode
So, they repaint this prose so everybody knows
You plant ‘em in the field where the soul food grows
Plant ‘em in the field where the soul food grows
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Roedel Et Alia Baton Rouge, Louisiana
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